so true.

me- yo, you a true fiend. you stay high.

the fiend- wtf. duh!! why wouldn't i? reality sucks.

SO TRUE.

"all i do is eat, shit and think about success."
-Big Sean

Yes. These words sum my life up to perfection right now. The grind right now consists of finding the rest of my money for Drexel. And that's a lotta zero's. (30,000, and that's the estimate). I'm not stressed, i'm blessed to even be accepted and consquently having to find the money. So i'm taking it all in stride. And i'll find the money and i'm bringing G.O.O.D T.V to a flat screen near you.hmm....
that has a ring. Wonder if Kanye would sue me if i made that my production company name.

Rehab and Air Yeezys...lol. Named it just for Deda.

I'd much rather be with you right now.
I'm sitting with friends laughing and partying
Drinks go round
Weed goes down
And with every sip and inhale
i realize i am about to make a big
mistake.
I want- I want- to call you.
Yup. I'm goin drunk dial.
4 4 3 no 4 1 0 5- shit.
Oh yeah...i never deleted your number anyway.
Time slows down as i push the call button
My friends grab at my phone tryna stop me
but to no avail.
The phone rings. And Rings. and rings.
you don't answer.
"This is me, leave a message"
I bit my lip in a drunken stupor
I need to leave the room
Cause i'm still not drunk enough to embarrass
myself in front of my friends.
But. "I want to vomit my heart through the phone onto your doorstep."
LISTEN TO ME.
iluhyou...

i fucking love you!
i loved you when you where dead broke
loved you when you got money.
Loved you before your pradas and air yeezys
And your Rolex's and Lexus.
Loved you before you started wearing extra-smedium shirts
LOVED YOU SINCE YOU WERE WEARING ROCA-WEAR.

so how dare you leave me.
Yeah, i know it's been almost a year
BUT you took everything from me
So how do you think i feel?
After everything we been through
all the nasty stuff i wouldn't do
wit nobody but you.
And you just up and leave me like this?
So what i had a problem!
Don't we all?
Yeah, i like my Jack, Goose and 8 Ball.
So what it was hard to see straight at times
And yeah i do remember finding in the strangest
places margarita lemons and limes.
But that never took away from how i treated you!
Right?
I mean there was that crazy big fight where
i cut up your shirts and tried to stab your dog.
But see, you were being a flirt
and your homeboy Jamal
he deserved it, sorry...
But aside from that i loved you.
Remember that time when i was baking Jamal
get well cookies in the kitchen
and you came in and told me how much you loved and cared
for me and-oh shit- that was an intervention!
But see, it's the things like that
that make me love you,
your the only one who ever cared.
And you know that don't you?

I been knocking Buds back with my mom since i was 12, and i can't control it.

Well anyway.
I called to tell you i'm checking into rehab
I think your the only one who would appreciate it.
Hello? Hello? oh, i thought you picked up.
Thought you would be glad to know
my days as a drunken slut
are over.

Oh well fuck it.
The party ends tonight,
so the bottle i'll be sucking.

And with every shot i take
and every tequila worm i down,
i'll always think of you.
My loving ex-boyfriend
who taught me to swim out of the bottle
instead of drown.

Now that's a down ass chick

Give her your burden.
Your love, your joy and hate.
Give her your burden.
Your pain no matter how great.
She'll recieve you into
her walls, as she herself falls
Down ass chicks wear your feelings
like ten gold toe rings
We'll be as null and void as you are about things
Sometimes we'll stare at those rings
as if our eyes were laser beams
Sometimes we'll pull and tug
tired of your tough love
And sometimes, just sometimes
we'll get real still.
Times like those we'll do your will
But what you gotta know about us
is that it's not a game at all.
And if it's not meant to be
when you push, we'll fall.
But when you fall-
when a down ass chick's man falls
We'd just as well
pull ourselves under
tryna pull you up over.

studnet loans wtf.

so,
since i've decided to go to drexel, i've recently looked up their cost and fees etc.
Needless to say i was dumbfounded.
drexel- total cost for freshman year- 51,000
WTF.
FML.
OMG.
so i get my fin aid package and they say they goin give me 16,500.
WTF.
so....i don't know anymore. i really want to got to drexel
but HU is cheaper.
and i just might have to go there.
I might have to re-name this blog.
One broke ass co-ed.
GAH.....

my fmylife entry...15 dollars for 2 hours

Today i went to this party i was sooo pressed to get into. it was at club one to which i had never been, plus i hadn't partied all spring break. Thought it was ten and i was paying for my sis but it was 15 plus i ended up paying 30 dollars. The party started at 8 we got there at 9. They shut it down at 11. FML

I Decided...you are the school for me.

OKay...
so it's offical. i will be attending Drexel University in the fall, around september 18. yay me.



Television major.
and please believe
i'm bringing Girlfriends back
i'm adding RELAVENT black characters to Gossip Girl
and putting a positive show about baltimore on HBO.
lol. seriously.
dreamin big like my girl jazzy.

cool videos

What NOW!!??

So i've been accepted into ( drumroll please)

Stevenson University
Fairliegh Dickinson University
Uarts
Howard University
Drexel University
Chestnut Hill College

the problem lies within HU and DRexel
i just don't know.

HU- the mecca, acroos the street form OBzzy, much fun, wonderful culture, history, a great rep, fun, fun did i mention fun.

Drexel- private, technology based, has frickin Television major! Who does that? I does that, if i enroll, located in Philly, givin up the $$$

But my problems lies in the lack of diviersity in both schools.
Do i want to be the majority or minority.
What to do.
Help please, give honest opinons, i want to know!!
Share horror stories for both, if you have any!!
Thanks.