Wednesday, October 28, 2009

How I Felt All Night


How I Felt All Night
Originally uploaded by nianicole

When did you first fall in love with Hip Hop?

I could never really answer that question cause Hip Hop has always been there, I take it for granted. Sometimes I don't like it, but I do love it. Anyway I learned this last night when I realized I was in Love with Hip Hop.
I fell in love with Hip Hop, on October 27th at the First Mariner Arena. At Jay-Z's show. That show showed me that I never really had a choice in the matter. I was born with the burden.

One Night w/ HOVA

Monday, October 19, 2009

Monday's Style Icon

Thank you Black Girl with Long Hair!!!!!!
Being featured has made my week, month, year...lol

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

"Be." (for shatyia)

She just want to be
-long.
That explained the colors she wore
the way she dressed, the way she spoke
the things she thought.
See, it started before her,
this phenom of "be-long"
some say it's in the genes
No, not her "Trues"
but her TRUTH
See this is a way of life for her.
This is all she knows
Her birth rite
Her birth mark
Her pressure grows and grows
Cause see, she just wanted to be
-loved.
Really.
Cause ain't that what it's all about
At the end of the day.
Who loves you, bay?
Cause for her, it damn sure wasn't Momma
We all know what Momma loved.
And Daddy we'll he was a statistic
the world took him away a long time ago.

And as far as she knew
she was all she had
she thought she would be
-alone
her whole life

So she seeks to be
-long
Anywhere that will take her
and take her they did.
Mind, Body, Soul
and then some
until it's nothing left.
She couldn't be
-lieve
Her life.
Mixing her wants with her needs
and henny with weed
Damn.
That shit had her gone.
Said she was mixing that
PCP with that E
her wants and her needs
that shit had her gone.
Took her higher. Higher
Than she could imagine.
Right off the ground
Past the moon
and the stars
through the clouds
and threw her on Heavens front porch.

Atleast i like to think so
Cause see, it's sad to see a homegirl
fall apart cause she can't maintain
see her crumble and crack when
things fall outta wack
When all she wanted was to be
-long
I mean be
-loved
I mean be
-long.
She just wanted to be-long.
She just wanted to be-loved.
Can't ya'll see?
But why, why couldn't she just BE?

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Happy Birthday Daddy.

Crowded House has become one of my favorite bands. I heard "don't dream it's over" before, but i fell in love with it while watching "Adventure Land" which was kinda crappy, but the soundtrack was wonderful.
Anyway...it's my Dad's birthday. I forgot. But was reminded. It's weird because i really don't think of him as much as i used to. And the crying doesn't hurt as much.
But there's still tears.

Anyway, this song makes me think about him.

"Don't Dream It's Over."


There is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
Theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While youre travelling with me

Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they wont win

Now Im towing my car, theres a hole in the roof
My possessions are causing me suspicion but theres no proof
In the paper today tales of war and of waste
But you turn right over to the t.v. page

Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they wont win

Now Im walking again to the beat of a drum
And Im counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief

Hey now, hey now
Dont dream its over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
Dont ever let them win