Sunday, January 31, 2010

They might be Gods

*** wrote this on the fly while doing homework, but i like it, but it still might change.***



He stands so still
While the winter breaks the
Rest, he leans
Against a building
Inhales a black smoothly
He's seen it all
He's just as cold as the rest
Of us, but can't show it
His pride is my guess
He is built Ford tough
But rides like a Caddy
Lips part in a timeless exhale
He is just too much.
The wind doesn't dare blow his
Way.
I want to stand behind him
To be protected from the wind
From the world
I want to stand behind him and warm his cold back
Kiss his cold neck
Revive his cold heart.
If I I could only get close enough.
Men like him are so distant.
Always walls surrounding their hearts
Always pride in the way
Always excuses for why they can't say "I love you"
But they can show it.
In the way they look at you
Touch you, let you touch them
Protect you from the wind, from the world
If you ever get the chance to stand behind them.
Stay there.
Don't fight it, its as close to heaven as you'll get while your still alive.
Auras like ancient kings
Who were thought to be Gods
But there are no doubts when I stand behind him...
he may look like a man
But he could be a God.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Stay Right Here

I just wanna stay right here
Can I live on the cusp of this reality
for the rest of my reality?
Can I recycle my breath
and retain these sights for later use?
I don't wanna grow up no more
I take it all back.
Let me just stay right here
In my room on my bed
Staring at the wall
Grasping each second that
passes through my fingers
Trying not to move
Because movement equals
progress and progess equals
Time Lasped
and...
I just wanna stay right here
Laying under you
Letting your weight crush
all doubts and uncertainties about
how we feel for each other
Can you stay right here
Can you never get on that flight
and leave?
Can we stay intertwined in each other
Let time stop like a traffic jam
All around us
Let this moment expand until it goes
all around the world and comes back twice
Kissing you with a new found appreciation
cause our time has come
And we both realized it
was too short
Can I just stay right here
sitting on my sisters bed.
Laughing like only we can
Or fighting like only we can
Can each laugh hit notes
in the universe that allow the
God of time to make it stop
just for the rest of my little life
Can I just remind her of an inside joke
that sends us in a secret frenzy
only for eternity?
Can I just stay right here?
Can my tears take years to drop
So that I appreciate every salty
particle they contain?
Maybe if i write this poem
long enough it
can immortalize
and account for
every seconds that's past?
Can I just stay right here?
Cause life just moves too fast...